When someone is programmed into fear and pain, anything or anyone that approaches them with love or happiness they can see as a threat, to them and to their very livelihood. Because, yes it is, once you allow that love and happiness into your life, your old wounds from which this pain eminates will be tickled awake! You then feel fear, you run, not from love but towards fear, because it feels ‘safe’, because the programme you have existed in for so long ‘becomes you’ so what feels normal, then feels safe. The love feels like a threat to the mind, dangerous. Is it? You dip your toe back into love, it’s intoxicating. Again this love pulls at the wounds over and over, until this time you decide to heal them, and in doing so breaking the fear cycle. After withdrawing to integrate you return to that pool, this time a foot is immersed, the process repeats, the cycle continues and you’re close to being fully within the pool. This pool of love. Now, only the mind remains in fear, it tells you, ‘don’t do it, you’ll drown! you can’t swim’! You haven’t yet built that inner trust, and all kinds of follies block it. This last battle rages, maybe for a long time, you pick them apart and keep turning around the same wheel, only from a different angle each time. Then you see it, you understand, knowing all you needed to do all along was to step from this pattern. This you do, and you fully surrender and allow love, this time you don’t go into the pool, the pool comes over you, within you and into you, a constant flow. You are in love. Divine love. Nothing else matters.
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